Healing ain't a piece of cake
I have recently learnt that even the happiest people are not trauma free. Everyone has or had something to deal with in their life, be it direct or shared/ passed trauma. It takes a lot to free from things that are like necrosis to your mental health. There's this guy, who used to talk a lot and presented himself as the most fun loving person you ever came across of, but was he dealing with something too? Yes. It's true, we as human always try to underestimate our plate of happiness and overestimate our plate of pain. But as they say- no pain, no gain. My trauma ain't easy to deal with too. But, am I weak ? Probably, cause all that crying really messed up with my limbic system chemistry. Will I snap out of it someday? Definitely. Sometimes I feel, everybody hates me. Sometimes I feel loved by a handful of people. Sometimes I feel loved by all. But is it me, who's the problem? No, it's the situations. What I need when I'm growing through something terrible in my...